Excerpt from the book (love about games)

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The fact that hunger wrote https://sistersitescasino.co.uk/casinos/this-is-vegas-casino/ in his diary for his future Stavnik, even though in the depths of his soul hoped that he would never die and would live forever, such a burning hope.
Date 22. 09.16
“I was an ordinary boy from the or orphanage n, all my life did not know my parents and now I don’t know or not. Do I wish them death? No. Did I wish them in the past of death? No. He held offense, hated it. I also hate Mary for betrayal, but it was I who deceived her. She did not know who I was and what I was doing, scared, ran away, Alina is nearby only because she knew who I am and what they were doing. Is it love? Probably not. I’m an ordinary guy, a man is just my hands in blood and how much do not wash them all the same. Honestly in childhood, I did not think that I would be such a person that I dreamed about? I myself do not remember, but definitely not about killing, fighting, hating the floor of the world for his blindness. Is the world blind? No, I’m blind, like many other mercenaries, we are waging a war, all the point is on this. Life is so fragile, may Genro von Valian tell me that the world is as fragile as the thread of a person’s life, no did not believe him. He waged war, began the battle with Vermbs under the pretext of clearing the world of this infection. I liked one thing. Could travel from one point in the world to another, take what I want. Great things were waiting for me, actually carried death on their wings. Lit up like a match, tore people, so that he is sick of me from this. No need to correct or burn in this world. Alina looks at me and what does she remember? Oh, this is the one who burned his father alive, but he was a terrible person, is this an excuse for my action. Why not knit and call the police. No. At such moments, you feel God, everything inside is so faded that just horror.
What awaits me ahead? The answer is simple. I don’t want to think about it. Do I want to change my life? Yes, sometimes I think that it was not worth being so, steal, fights, a county of the country, fights, murders, exterminating crows, a new family. Everything was just while you are commanded, you don’t have to think, choose, solve complex problems, you just do it for which you were born. After all, he believed in it? Now I look and understand one thing that my path leads to death, as we die? Yes, with a proudly raised head, I do not see other solutions. Maria decided that I would kill her, you know, I understand that this is a lie, but this is with a degree of truth. I don’t want to kill, you can’t just kill. Visit yes, you need to ask, you need to leave. Yes, without turning his head back, do not look at your pride. Life flows so quickly, suspend it, let it think. Everything is as terrible as I fix what my syndicate made almost bankrupt, we were won, we need money. Yes, I jump, I think, I am doing, the war is waiting for us.
Rob banks in France and Germany? Yes, this can help us, or Swiss survive to the last pound? No, this time is too long, I can’t send people around the world, they can attack us and then what? What will the mountains of money be needed for a broken syndicate for.
Vasily believes that we will be able to win and go through all the hardships, he is an excellent officer of a detachment of fighters, breaks with them into a fingering, ready to die for his brotherhood. But he is not a commander, I can’t put him in his place.
Am I choosing? Yes, when I die, they themselves cut each other. Will Vasily want to become a leader? I don’t know about his plans for the future. I don’t want to think about what will happen after my death.
There is still a shadow that goes more and more in his closed and dark world, he stated that we must join Vermbs, that if we do not do it, they would destroy us. He is right, but my pride cannot allow our syndicate to join, I answered his meeting.
-You want to choose a shadow for me, but I’m still a commander here, so listen and think about how to win, and not to adhere to our enemy.
Then he grumbled and left, he must definitely be allowed to be allowed to the point of the commander then our syndicate will disappear. More precisely, he will be on the side of my enemy and in the past genro von Valam. No, I will not allow them to kill our beloved commander, no should be different.
The dock, who does not speak his name, is sitting in his laboratory that he made on his knees, I do not know what the reason he has on my side, he believes that, having destroyed Verlams, the syndicate will grow. He spoke a lot with scientific words and said one thing, the most important.
-They have many points in our world, secret bases, banal for the plot, but they have it, but we have something? We are not partisans, we need a support with which we can lead, I need staff, you need training training grounds, we need a technique. We used to have an abandoned castle, now we have a cellar of church, a dilapidated church in the forest. You are looking for a place I know, so we can find out the place, but not in your bloody way, the human brain is able to store a lot of information, so when you go and, if you can’t knock out the location of the Vermbers base, do not kill peaceful ones, kill those who attack, then let the informants bring my brain, the container is ready as tools as well as tools. All.
He left the same way as the shadow, Vasily mumbled about what was ready to fight, the butcher left after him. Which of them is all the future? There is no blacksmith, he repairs our equipment and does not come to the meeting, although who knows.
On the contrary, I saw the old man at that meeting because of the shadow of the hood that he was sad and bored here. Scouts are the strangest people in my syndicate, they do a lot, but never speak at such meetings and does not fight for a place. But the old man said only at this meeting, if he is of course an old man.
-We follow the shadow, he fights between the two lights, your meeting with the president will soon begin, genro will be proud of your activity, know that he knew whom he kept with him. Since you are young for you to think about who will be a follower, know that you will know who to keep nearby, goodbye the commander hunger.
Everything ended on this, my future follower I want you to know that the question will be many, there will be fewer answers, some will be angry with you, or maybe they will want your death. This place is your torture there is no enjoyment of this enjoyment. Previously, in childhood, I didn’t even think about this, stole, fought, killed. Did I want this, forced? I tell myself this, but is this an excuse? Yes, this is just an excuse that they couldn’t do it differently.”
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